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YaY i Finally figured out my password!! Im going to start updating again so keep tuned in! It took me like forever to remember so hopefully i dont forget :) but right now gotta go! later
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[21 Oct 2005|12:07am] |
I am seriously fucking sick and tired of rumors. Like seriously poeple grow up. If you hear something instead of passing it on like a dumbass just ask me and you'll hear the truth. god I hate highschool drama... its soo fucking annoying.
Oh one major one is that im pregnant let me tell you I am not FUCKING pregnant got it. jesus. i hear that one daily.
any others?? throw em at me i am soo ready.
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[07 Oct 2005|12:39pm] |
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My life has now been officialized as boring. If im not with aaron then im at work or school. and theres nothign interesting about that. and personally i dont want to share what happens between me and aaron because that is between aaron and I. Soo therefore nothing jiucy to share hencing I am BORING> oh well. hhaha im over it
Dawnelle-call me and we'll hang out!!!I called you but your going to yogi bear. I hope your picnic gets stolen!
ok so im watching mad tv and this girl got shot and died. and the guy that killed her had "forced sexual entry through the naval and gun shot wounds" ahaha im sorry but that is soo disgusting its funny.
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[02 Oct 2005|04:19pm] |
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The infamous question..... Do i deserve better?
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[07 Sep 2005|10:44pm] |
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today went smoothly.. Laura picked me up as usual got to give props to her.. then went to school. uhh today was pretty good.. didnt have to work but aaron was sick poor kid. so i stayed with him. um tomorrow i have to work until 9 and then friday i have off and i get paid! nothign new really..
soo brooke and Dani are really cool to talk to like I totally could tlak to Dani about anything. cuz shes probly been there done that with patrick. Brooke and I are also like close. like shes really cool to talk to and hang ut with. she my PARTAY buddy! haha so anyway got to get outside realy QUICK! be back in 15 but of course im not updating again sooo maybe youll get ucky and ill post again tomorrow
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[06 Sep 2005|11:33pm] |
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soo im really sweet and i just never update. i know Im awesome!
yesterday was aaron and i's 4 month it was soo cute he made me breakfast (well he asked his mom too i guess) haha and then we headed to see red eye but then i got called into work and i cried. I really wanted to se him .. then i got off at eight and most deffiantely went to brookes. shes soo awesome. shes like my new best friend i swear, we have sooo much in common. and i dont know .. but im taking a liking to her.
uhh lets see here nothing really new.. i hate school. i quit. brooke and i decided weer transferring to icc. haha yea right. umm nothing really else new.
well better get upstairs aaron probly tried to call and im down here and cant here my phone ...i might update sooner next time. i said MIGHT. hah later
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[17 Aug 2005|02:57pm] |
ok.. soo someone called while i was all upset and crap. and i kind of like just spilled all the beans. and he listened. he cared. the person on the other line was Alex Kurth. I HAVE NEVER EVER talked to anyone for that long and they actually listened. and atleast seemed to care. He is an amazing listener, and of course i listened to some things that werent soo good for him. and now i feel SOO MUCH better! i think i just had to get a guys opinion on what was going through my head. SOo thank you Alex you made me feel 100% better!
umm other than that, nothing really new.... umm going to hang out with kyle kari carly and aaron tonight.
umm soo summer is almost over so call me if you want to do something!
the last day of tennis try outs is tomorrow........im so nervous
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[15 Aug 2005|05:37pm] |
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i want to talk. i know im going to cry but i really need to talk to someone. but no one wants to listen to anyone complain or that their upset. so im over that whole "need to talk" thing cuz lets face it no one wants to listen to the problems im having.
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[15 Aug 2005|05:24pm] |
lets see if it works....
I am taking the bait - what do I have to lose right?
Hope it works!
Supposedly The Phone Will Ring Right After You Do This.
Just read the little stories and think of a wish as you scroll all the way to the bottom. There is a message there - then make your wish.
No attachment on this one.
Stories
I'm 13 years old, and I wished that my dad would come home from the army, because he'd been having problems with his heart and right leg. It was 2:53 p.m . When I made my wish. At 3:07 p.m. (14 minutes later), the doorbell rang, and there my Dad was, luggage and all!!
I'm Katie and I'm 20 and I've been having trouble in my job and on the verge of quitting. I made a simple wish that my boss would get a new job. That was at 1:35 and at 2:55 there was an announcement that he was promoted and was leaving for another city. Believe me...this really works!!!
My name is Ann and I am 45 years of age. I had always been single and had been hoping to get into a nice, loving relationship for many years. While kind of daydreaming (and right after receiving this email) I wished that a quality person would finally come into my life. That was at 9:10 AM on a Tuesday. At 9:55 AM a FedEx delivery man came into my office.He was cute, polite and could not stop smiling at me. He started coming back almost everyday (even without packages) and asked me out a week later. We married 6 months later and now have been happily married for 2 years.
What a great email it was!!
Just scroll down to the end, but while you do, think of a wish. Make your wish when you have completed scrolling. Whatever age you are, is the number of minutes it will take for your wish to come true. ex.you are 25 years old, it will take 25 minutes for your wish to come true).
However, if you don't send this to people in 5 minutes, you will have bad luck for years!!
Go for it!!!
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Congratulations!!! Your wish will now come true in your age minutes.
Now follow this carefully....it can be very rewarding!!!!
If you repost this within the next 5 min. something major that you've been wanting will happen.
This is scary!
The phone will ring right after you do this!!
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[14 Aug 2005|07:16pm] |
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soo im really close to just snapping im serious. im soo sick of being treated like shit.. my mom says i should be treated like a princess and right now its far from fucking that. IM soo sick of being treated liek a bitch liek i have no feelings and im meant to make everyone elses lives soo much fucking better. Im soo ready just to fucking give up. im done with it. no more of it. and im telling everyone
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ok soo i finally decided how im getting my hair done before school... YES im getting my hair layered and tapered and im getting it shaped around my face. then im going to dye the under layers dark brown..or black.. then im getting my hnair lightened or highlighted or whatever its gonna cost me like 1000000000 dollars but hey im up for it! haha.
umm nothing really new.
bored. call or text me 253 4312
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[12 Aug 2005|12:34pm] |
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soo nothing really new.. just went to Kyles and played pool with Kary and Carly while the boys played poker. I sucked it up! haha we just kept hitting in the eight ball. it was a gag, but i had fun..
aaron started school today.. hmm i miss him, schools going to suck without him. thats for sure.
SOO PARTY TONIGHT. YEAAAAAAaaa... im excited.
umm soo i heard that Cody England is out of acoma and hes not dumb or anything. so he got really lucky and im so happy hes ok.
My brother is moving back in OOOHH goody. haha no actually im excited. but shh dont tell him. I miss my brother. hes cool when he wants to be that is. haha but o well.. so im ready for school to start. i know i know im really gay for being excited about school but i just want to get it over with it. and the sooner the better. soo yeah thats how i look at it.
nothing really else new.. uhh nope haha
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[08 Aug 2005|03:56pm] |
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alright im bored so heres my schedule let me know if you have any classes with me!
1st semester 1-U.S. History - Guenther 2-Honors Algebra 2 with Trig. - Patton 3-American lit - Hicks 4-Spanish 3 - Hayes A lunch 5-Study Hall - Mrs. Guenther 6-Physics - Toniny 7-Medical Termonology - Christy 8-Tennis
2nd semester 1-U.S. History - Guenther 2-Honors Algebra 2 with Trig - Patton 3-Photoghraphy - Mangold 4-Spanish 3 - Hayes A lunch 5-Study Hall - Mrs. Guenther 6-Physics - Toniny 7-American Lit 2 - Hicks 8-Soccer
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[05 Aug 2005|07:05pm] |
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Today is Aaron and I's 3 month! YAY ..haha but of course were not doing anything cool cuz he said it doesnt really count. he thinks just 6 month and such is important and so im just like whatever, haha it doesnt bother me! so umm yeah soo to me today is pretty important cuz without the 3 and 4 months then there would be no 6 month. so thats what i have to say to that. haha
nursing/volunteering is finally over. it was actually REAlly cool but yeah you guys dont care. haha so im not going to bore you.
I FINALLY GOT to hang out with SArah!!I was soo excited. I miss her. i cant wait until school starts and then i'll see her all the time! it was fun we just hung out and talked. of course mikey was there so that was fun.
umm nothing rally else new. got my schedule.. but i'll post that later when i have nothing to do cuz right now im going to see Aaron soo later people!
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ok soo I dont know what the hell happened. Like i was all shitty and puky and sick and then like 2 days later im like perfect. ITS awesome its like some miracle. I went to the doctor and was like what the hell you said i was going to be sick for 2 in a half more months and im perfectly fine now, and he was like thats just how mono works. I WAS SOO HAPPY! but he said I have to take it super easy so I dont have a relapse! but its gone and i feel better!!! yay! no more wasting the summer away! im taking full advantage! haha
so i have to tell you something that happened to me today! it was seriously the cutest thing ever! I cried... literally. so i have been going to this like nursing/volunteering/camp thing at methodist and i dont get home until like 4 or so and anyways so i get home and there are balloons on my front door. and im like what the hell.. my family is retarded... haha ya know it would of been cool of them its just my family ya know so it would be to wierd. anyway.. so i get to the door and theres a card. I opened and read it and it was from Dennis telling me to get better, and his mom even signed it!!! OH i love his mom! OMG i started crying i was soo surprised and happy i didnt know what to do! that has to be the most cutest thing that has ever happened to me in my life.
Dennis is the ONLY other guy that i will say i love you to besides my Dad and Aaron. Dennis if you read this i want you to know that meant sooo much to me! it really did! i hope you had a wonderful birthday and i hope you got my card on time! THANK YOU SOO MUCh!
so my life is cool now. its officially been the best after that moment. I could die right now and still be super happy just to know i still have Dennis there for me. And of course I have Aaron.. who will always be there for me 2.
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ok soo most of you will figure this out sooner or later so im not going to hide it.
ok yesterday friday the 29th was seriously th worst day of my life.. yes it could of gotten worse but hey whatever.
first of all went to the hospital and all.. i can keep food down now soo im good with the whole eating situation. but the doctor says im not going to get better for another 6-8 freaking weeks! yes im going to feel like shit for another 2 or more months!
second my mom deffinatley found out i was on birth control... thanks to my brother. now she wasnt actually mad once i reassured i wasnt having sex. which im not. my dad just told me to get on it that way when im good and ready it will be in my system and all and no mistakes will happen! yes, gotta love the dad!
third.. as if you didnt think my day could get any more worse i lost my license. yes people its gone i mailed it in and wont get it back for another 3 months! i about shit myself when i found it out i cried i was soo pissed. you people have no idea. damn fat fucking cops.
and then after all this shit someone has to say im doing this for attention. ok well let me tell you little fuckers what why the HELL would i want to be sick..sit at home and do nothing cant see my friends cant hang out no fun whatsoever and waste away my fucking summer. ohh yeah im doing it for attention alright. im not trying to make you feel sorry for me cuz almost everyone gets this shit anyway and i just happened to get a really bad case of it. but jesus christ people lay off! i was just trying to let the people who care about me how i was doing. huh becuz uhhh maybe they CARE!? wow isnt that ironic.
ok i feel better. thank you and i have to try and not sleep all day today because i really want to go to this nursing camp i got into and doctor says if i can stay awake all day and do minimal work then i can go, so im going to uhh do some minimal work. thanks
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[28 Jul 2005|09:02am] |
so you think i would get better sometime soon right? after laying in bed and sleeping and puking and pissing for a week straight it seems one might get better. NOPE not fricking me! I am soo totally sick of being well sick. It seriously is jsut pissing me off. Im soo bitchy all the time and i feel bad for aaron cuz he wants to like hold me and stuff and I dont want to be held. I just want to be left the fuck alone. i keep telling him im sorry but he doesnt understand the pain im in. no one does. its soo hard to explain how i feel. so when someone asks me well how do you feel today i say well i feel like i want someone to just fucking kill me!
now i have been getting phone calls off the wall. its crazy. like my aunt has been calling almost everyday to see how im doing.. shes soo nice. it makes me feel like someone in this family actually cares that im sick. like people i havent talked to in forever! have called me like Nicki! and Martina i was soo happy when they called. you guys have no idea how much that means to me! no on the other hand..
my mom is just pissed that im sick. ehh screw her.
i have to go back to the hospital today! oo goodie. i go at 4 15 so i guess i will let you know how things went when i get back i guess! later
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[23 Jul 2005|06:23pm] |
 You are nurturing, kind, and lucky. Like mother nature, you want to help everyone. You are good at keeping secrets and tend to be secretive.
A seeker of harmony, you are a natural peacemaker. You are good natured and people enjoy your company. You put people at ease and make them feel at home with you. |
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[23 Jul 2005|06:00pm] |
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ok soo i find out im really sick. like for the past 4 days i have had a headache and then yesterday is when it really hit me.
my fever was 103 i was sweating in air conditioning..that doesnt make sense... my ribs hurt my neck hurts ahh its the worst. I ended up calling into work and i went to the doctor..
the doctor was like umm you need to go to the hospital.. so im thinking ohhh GOODY! so i get to the hospital and they end up doing a million test including blood work.. which is the worst. i dont get home until late. then the next morning they call and it turns out i have mono! o god. Im soo pissed. i want to kill whoever gave me that becuase now i cant kiss aaron for 4 weeks! ah what am i going to do. im not aloud any physical activity for 4 weeks soo i have no idea what im going to do for tennis try outs.
soo it turns out now that i have more than just mono. but they wont get those tests back until monday.. and there is a lump on my neck.. its scary. the doctors arent aloud to treat it though because of my mono so i could be dying for all i know. haha i dont know why thats funny to me so dont ask.
soo point is this sucks and im pissed.
nothing else really new.. umm ill update when i get the results on monday! yay i bet your excited just as much as i am. haha im going to sleep.. which is my life right now. sleep i dont eat or move..i sleep. and watch movies and sleep some more! haha
ok well im going to bed! night
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[14 Jul 2005|08:49am] |
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um soo nothing really new.. just work and such uhh hang out with Aaron ALOT which is awesome. hang ou t with Kimbra too shes pretty cool. were going shopping today! yes paycxhecks come today too! im excited, i have tennis in about 10 minutes until 12.
OMGsh i almost forgot i called Al my moms boyfriend and begged him to let me borrow the blazer for the day!! IM SO EXCITED. I love that beast!
uhh yesterday my mom and i hung out for awhile which we havnt done in the longest time. I love my mom to pieces its just she likes to know erverything!!@ and it just gets annoying cuz she doesnt understand.
but my mom and I and Kyle and Al all met and Cheddars mm it was yummy! and my mom was making faces at me and this little girl ssaw here and started makinjg faces back and people were staring. I was laughing soo hard i cried it was soo fun! then just my mom and i went to the mall she bought me some clothes...what a nice mommy. and she was soo excited to tell me about our new umbrella and i frankly didnt care but she didnt fail to tell me about it! haha our umbrella ios actually pretty cool its like solar powered and has lights and crap its awesome!
but other than that exciting dfay with my mom nothing new sooo yeah later
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